#do I think im a sociopath
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tbh i think volo would have been significantly more normal and fine if he hadn’t been hiding so much of his true feelings and personality. like when you deny yourself genuine human connection to that degree you’re probably going to come off as a machiavellian monster who wants to make the world and the lives of others worse, but looking at his actual stated motivations and intentions it’s clear to me at least that the guy is deeply empathetic and idealistic and more than anything disappointed that the world can’t be better
#volo#pla#i don’t even think the game wants you to think he’s That Bad#given the way laventon discusses him talking about the pokédex and peacefully/awkwardly leaving#the way his eyes go all weird makes me think they were going for almost a jekyll and hyde psychotic break thing#but people kinda projected another kind of villain trope onto him—the calculating immoral sociopath—and that’s the common interpretation#it’s like the opposite of when people look at villains who are meant to be completely terrible and find redeemable things about them#insisting that the writers wanted people to see those things as well#i might be doing that myself but just looking at the text and themes of the game it seems to me that you’re supposed to feel bad for him#rather than like violently hate him#even just with the way the player looks at him when he walks away#and that’s not even getting into shit that happens in pokemas#like sorry man volo unintentionally and incidentally prompting arceus to separate the train guys does not make him evil#that was arceus…#same with the player character although i think volo would have had more of a reason to tell them what’s going on#ingo was accepted in hisui#they weren’t#anyway sorry i just wanted to add my take to the many floating around#maybe im wrong or you disagree! that’s fine#but yeah
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tw: suicide mention-emotional maipulation
I refuse to believe that kusuo never tried to lose on purpose in one of kusukes games
a lot of people say that he probably was too egocentric to lose but man, ku gives up on things without thinking twice just for the sake of the others
just like when he gave up on satou when he and hii got together (the only example I can come with rn but there is a lot more)
and don't get me wrong, kusuo IS egocentric, but he knows where to trace a line he has a moral code and the principal rule is "don't be an inconvenience to the others"
so there is no way he didn't tried before
kusuke saw through his facade?
kusuke is insane and a masoquist and he has some suicidal behaviour aaand
I can see him telling kusuo to never try to fake a lost again or else he will off himself
idk he just yk, he's emotionally abusive and he's too obsessed with the idea of kusuo and him playing deathly games
TOO obsessed
he even took himself as hostage and he also kidnapped and brainwashed one of his brothers friends
he would say something like that
but I also believe that he wasn't aware of the heigh of those words
(I believe that he isn't aware of the heigh of all his actions, he just have a really twisted view of what is wrong and right)
I see this kind of scenario happening when they were young, when kusuo stopped copying his older brother (the motorcycle, the little cardboard robot, rock papper scissors, guys he was copying his older brother cuz he thought he was cool) and started to feel some resentment or even pity towards him
kusuke wouldn't take pityness very well, resentment? dont care, being hated? kay whatever but feeling any form of empathy or pity?????
it makes him sick
so he would say something like that but the thing is that he sees his brother as a God who is superior to every other living being
so he thinks that it isn't a big deal because his God had more important things to take care of
wrooooong, your God it's your baby bro who is just a child who used to admire you a lot before you started to get more and more insane progressively and the thing you just said it's fucking up his head because the love and hate he has for you were the strongest feelings his baby brain could feel and now he cannot come up with a way to make you stop envying or feeling resentful cuz of his powers (that he did not choose to born with in the first place) without making you have a meltdown that will end up with you killing yourself
#its 6am and im having a lot of feelings#sorry if there is something that doesnt make sense i repeat its 6am#im still without wifi and i cant waste the eeeee#idk how are they called in english but in spanish is datos móviles#lmao#anyway i dont have anything else to say im just emotional about this two#kusuke having no idea of what its wrong and right and how much certain words could affect the others yaaay#its the autism combined with his sociopath tendencies#also here he seems like he doesnt care at all abt kusuo but he does#its just a toxic way of love combined with his envy and again his sociopath tendencies#but he do love him and admire him so much#envy its just a twisted form of admiration afterall#saiki k#saiki kusuo#kusuke saiki#saiki's brothers#angst#the disastrous life of saiki k#saiki kusuo no psi nan#tw su mention#thinking thinking thinking
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I know this is a very unpopular opinion but the only difference between Law, Corazon and Doflamingo is the fact that Doflamingo wasn't lucky enough to be saved. Sengoku saved Corazon, Corazon saved Law while Doflamingo was turned into a machine by Trebol and the others (not to mention the fact that he was raised in Marie Jois, which teaches you all the wrong things about Life).
We are also a product of our surroundings, not just genetics.
I personally feel for Doflamingo because the Anime shows that he does have empathy. He had empathy for Law and his backstory, he cares about his family and I truly believe he loved his brother a lot.
I also truly believe that Corazon never wanted to kill his brother.
Please, Oda, for the love of god, give our Heavenly Demon a chance to have some sort of redemption arc.
#doflamingo#law#one piece#corazon#don quixote doflamingo#trafalgar d law#trafalgar law#nobody has to agree with me here#its just my personal feelings#but i mean im always someone who sees the bigger picture#theres always a reason why we do fucked up shit#i dont even think hes comparable to a sociopath#he just got fucked really hard by the wrong people
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I watch Dune part two, I open tumblr, I am confronted with two million feyd rautha x reader posts, I close tumblr.
#for legal reasons this is a joke#y'all do love a good sociopathic slightly queer coded white men#I was sitting in the cinema like god yes this wet evil man is doing numbers on tumblr rn#dune part two#dune part 2 spoilers#dune spoilers#feyd rautha#also I cannot help but think that his name is the sci fi version of some lame hyphenated rich family name#sci fi William Henry#ok sorry im done
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i have bad news for anyone who expects mental illness to be family friendly
^ yeah!
#thats a pretty good summary of it.#ask#anon#arsenic#ok ill rant about the au and mentall illness— nick's not diagnosed with anything. doesnt mean he doesnt#- /have/ anything.#mostly im thinking npd and bpd but this dude just. is not self aware at all. nobody ever told him. oops#im also giving him low empathy because i'll give low empathy to any character im obsessed with#(read: im projecting) (same way im making sunny trans. have i ever mentioned sunny's trans in this AU)#anyway. sunny's autistic but ive said that one before#nick is a psychiatrist's wet dream i think.#for the record i dont think people with npd or bpd are evil. im not evil. my friends are not evil#this AU doesnt exist to be good representation! sorry#anyway narcissistic abuse is not a real thing and aspd was made up by psychiatrists who thought that surely people being violent-#- means they're mentally ill. they based the diagnostic criteria off of criminals. the dsm is made up and none of this is real#i could rant about the way PDs are treated for hours. do NOT give me an opportunity to do so#this AU is not good rep but if someone starts calling nick a psychopath or a sociopath i will bite !#omori#rant
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i think my problem genuinely is that i never ever ever ever could successfully come to terms with the fact that im a woman and that im expected to be a woman LOLLLLL and this ummmmmmm.... dissonance, let's say, has probably informed most of my personality issues for my entire life
#most of the time i can't even think about like relationships and dating and shit etc etc#and it is SO unbearably hard for me to show and receive affection and accept kindness and warmth etc etc 😂😂 it's just all so excruciating#i think somewhere along the line my tiny child brain equated softness with weakness with feminity with#something to be suppressed and erased LOLLLL and of course we equated all those things with horrible outcomes (seeing the lives of the women#in my family etc etc) and basically that's why im a sociopath now 😔#when i tell you i am NUMB. i am so so numb brooooo I literally will do anything just to feel something like it's not even funny#utterly apathetic 🤣🤣🤣#personal#at the behest of my family members i have started to uhh. work on myself 😂 bc im insane and it's starting to affect my relationships w ppl
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Ough ough ough oughjhhhj
*criez over a fictional character who'd call me cringe for it*
#dove rambles#the tara markov thoughts have returned#someone pls#someone#the character#do you see#my girl who was failed by everyone in her world and ours?#can we talk about this#who couldve have been such good Commentary about how rich (usually) white men can get away with so much more#and wont face proper punishment if they friends in the right places#who couldve been such a good way to show the titans that even if you did everything you could sometimes you just cant save someone#yet the writers completely and utterly failed her#please#im insane#how she was always damned to her fate#how she was always meant to be the villain#how they painted the abused 16 year old as a Sociopath (THEIR WORDS BTW) who was evil#and not the 50 year old man who was abusing her#can we talk about her#im insane again#i cant think about her too long or i start screaming and crying and get very enraged and then very sad#i am chewing glass#scratching at my enclosure walls
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#watching curious case of natalia grace. adoptive father really trying to say a 6 year old with dwarfism is stronger than a 30 yo with lupus. i guess whatever helps ease your conscious about abandoning a disabled 8 year old!
#man michael is MUCH worse than good american family presents him#like idk im sorry i still dont care#sociopathy is demonized but it IS a personality disorder. and personality disorders usually come from abuse. no?#wow i cant believe the disabled 6 year old doesnt want to talk about her experience in the adoption system! she MUST be an adult!!!!#like i dont think mental health hospitals are really equipped to handle cases other than depression/anxiety/anger but would it have been#so hard to get her into a hospital?#sociopaths arent evil#they just need help#i know they do actually interview natalia in this and THATS why im watching#active decay#tbh at this point natalia could do anything and id defend her. shes had such a shit go of things#thats even if she actually has sociopathy. or if shes just contiuned to be demonized by every adult in her life#the real videos and pics of her as a child like man…. what kind of brainrotting ableism do you have to have to say thats an adult#kys. im serious.
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the sociopath thing does irk me i will admit and some of that is i just feel it’s an inappropriate word to be using in the year 2024 (it's not a nice word i don't give a shit about its literary or metaphorical merits, of which it has none anyway!!) but i also think it’s functionally useless because sometimes people mean “this person has a scary disorder” and sometimes they mean “this person is ontologically evil” and sometimes they mean “this person is ontologically evil and i’m sad about it, how tragic” and it’s like. what are we talking about here. you can’t just be like joffrey/criston/ramsay/tywin/saera/cersei/whOever is a sociopath and expect anyone to think that’s a satisfying answer for why they act the way they act. “gregor clegane is a sociopath” but WHY. “no i mean he really does have like sociopathic disorder” that’s not a diagnosis and the range of things he could have that would make him display “sociopathic behavior” is SO VARIED. just say what you MEAN.
#like even from a misguided ‘i do think this person has a disorder & im analyzing them from the perspective that there was no hope they’d be#well adjusted bc therapy doesn’t exist’ fine but ‘sociopathic behavior’ could be anything from a personality disorder to autism to physical#disability like an injury or in gregor’s case the headaches caused by his gargantuism.#but it’s often just like ���they’re evil’ BABIES ARENT EVIL NOT EVEN AEGON IV MUCH AS GEORGE LOVES HIS LIL JOKES#IT'S NOT A USEFUL WORD BECAUSE NO ONE CAN DEFINE IT CONCRETELY!!!#I'M SORRY FOR BITCHING AGAIN#I GET ANGRY WHEN I SEE IT IN JOFFREY'S TAG#like YEAH maybe he DOES in fact have narcissistic personality disorder but that's not something that dooms you to a life of evil#there's a REASON he acts this way!!! he wasn't born evil!!!! cersei wasn't born evil!!! even ramsay was not born evil!!!!!!#it feels completely at odds with how the series presents morality to default to 'well he's a sociopath' IF YOU MEAN SADIST JUST SAY SADIST#getting on my soap box
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i love seeing everyone getting mad on dennis' behalf bc of the crossover <3 this is what it's like full-time for me, i get to clock out for once 'cause my shift's covered
#ada speaks#except i get mad over people mischaracterizing him outside of this. sociopathic predator thing too dhskdj#the fuck do you MEAN he has all these secret hidden desires hes SAYING what he wants loud and clear didnt you fucking watch the show--#but i get it <3 one of the very first posts i made on this blog was complaining abt how ANYONE could think he was legit a serial killer#with ALL this evidence HOW could you possibly believe--#anyway yes please keep doing all this it gives me life#thank you for your service everyone#ive seen it all before ive sufficiently said my piece two years ago and torn my hair out a thousand times before over this exact shit#im tired of repeating myself ive got enough citations on that goddamn wiki page i can just let glenn say it for me i dont have to anymore#hes talked about every scene the dudebros quote at him and dispels the same five surface level thoughts abt den constantly so like.#im Way more interested in trying to unravel common fanon within tumblr circles than the same cold takes on reddit#cause honestly ill take that over some of the deranged shit i see on here that's arguably Way more infuriating bdskdbjf#from dennis FANS. like damn ok.
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yall: thought crimes arent real!! everyone is valid!! kill the cop in your head!!
also yall: if you have any negative opinions or feelings after interacting with someone - even if you dont tell them - and you act on those feelings in any way, shape, or form you have "sociopathic tendencies" and you're a bad person and you're a bigot and i hate you and you should kys
#no rbs im just venting#this is not vague bc im making up a guy this is vague bc it happens at least once a day atp#literally saw someone say in the tag of a post (Which is also annoying me for other reasons) that people getting icked out is sociopathic#do you hear yourselves? liek seriously?? you guys are fucking tar pits jfc#no wonder ur fucking lonely!!! you drive everyone away with fake ass inclusivity and jump to be the most judgemental person in the room the#moment the target is acceptable enough!!#ive seen ppl recently say that being abused multiple times “makes [them] think you're the problem and you deserved what happened”#all of u showing ur asses after the US election blaming minorities for the structural oppressions we experience#the fucking “if you think this way then YOURE the bigot” behaviors to trans women#the fucking “if you find fat people attractive and dont self flaggelate you're a fat fetishist” mentality#my wife fucking made a post recently where she said smthn along the lines of "there is nuance to everything your scripts of what behaviors#make “Bad People” will always fail you“ (in more words) and ppl genuinely came to her saying ”i thnk you have an anxiety disorder“#and like we laughed about that but its like. you guys seriously try to flatten everything to Good and Bad with 0 nuance and its exhausting.#ths is exhausting. its exhausting!!!!!
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Rewatching my favorite Christmas special and I cannot get over “Psych*tic Potato Dwarf” as an insult from a person who — canonically — according to sources from the same writer — often hears voices that he has trouble distinguishing from reality. It's not just the one line, it's the fact that it’s the title of Strax’s theme! I always wanna call it out 😭, which works out in my The Snowmen-era Eleventh Doctor fanfictions because Strax is a nurse and would know what that word means.
Like, it does unfortunately fit the character because Gallifreyan culture is — canonically — systematically exclusionary of mentally ill people, and the Eleventh Doctor — canonically — hates himself more than anyone in the universe. But the choice?
#I think the real explanation here is that Moffat listened & learned & grew when it comes to representation during his run#btw psych*tic is censored btw for search reasons and uh. asterisks make ableist language less upsetting to look at? its true.#ableism#saneism#(I always see eleven as defining himself as a madman because it makes him feel braver. To him- madness is an act of rebellion-#Koschei was mad. Gallifrey openly rejects 'mad' people. he has a lot of baggage from being one of ‘the ones who ran away’)#that bein SAID#while like Moffat wasn't malicious like some *coughTHESOUNDOFDRUMScough* when it came to depicting psychosis-#he has a very specific way of showing his ignorance here#this is the man who wrote 'high functioning sociopath do your research' (which is. yay 'humanizing' low empathy symptoms! River Song too)#but please moffat do some research yourself before writing a line like that (I know that was like 2010 I know he got better)#words by seaweed#doctor who is neurodivergent tag#ANYWAYS im still working on the sequel to my Snowmen era elevenmissy snowmen fic that really shouldn't have a sequel#also 'doctor who doesn't have canon' -hush. its canon as it gets#okay I think this been posted enough days ago for me to add the character tags for organizational purposes#eleventh doctor#strax
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i’m supposed to be happy down here rn, but I’m not. I feel so homesick. not for my hometown, no. but for Rich and the boys at the shop. Rich especially needs me rn bc he just got outed and lost of all his business contacts so now he has absolutely no money coming in except for his disability payments. he didn’t even call me once during this ordeal. when I asked him why last night, he said that he didn’t wanna bother me bc I’m supposed to be on vacation and chilling and didn’t want me to worry about him. I can’t be mad bc I’d do the same thing honestly.
down here, everything seems so foreign to me. like I just stick out like a sore thumb. but nobody here knows me and I can truly be myself without judgement or preconceived notions ppl have about me. well, not really bc it’s dangerous for trans ppl down here. despite my life being shit back home, I miss it. I rlly do. and I’ve nearly drank about five different times and the rally (the big stressor) isn’t until Thursday. i’m terrified that I’ll relapse soon if I stay here, and if I do, mom and sis will scream and scream at me saying that I’ve disappointed grandma and am spitting on her memory by going back to the very thing that she fought so hard to help me beat back.
i’m just. Sad. and I feel empty inside. so very empty.
#also came to the realization down here that i definitely have zero empathy and struggle super bad#with having any sympathy for anyone at all#do I think im a sociopath? well. the jury’s out on that honestly#do i care only about myself? pretty much except for rich#do i manipulate my family just bc i can and bc i wanna#see what would happen? yep#do i catch myself manipulating other people without thinking#yep again. if I do end up being some flavor of sociopathic idk how my family will react#i do have sociopathic tendencies ill admit it#basically i’m scared of myself of bc of this realization#and the urge to sh has been rlly fucking bad down here#I truly cannot relax and just Chill can I
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nothing really sucks more than feeling like a selfish person because trying to get comfort simply feels like a selfish act .
#log#like theres not really any winning here#i think specifically i feel emotionally selfish because its difficult for me to care about things & i often end up wanting for people to#like. just care about me . whether or not i fulfill things for them. 'closing an emotional gap for me' so to speak#on one hand its like haha emotional pillow princess but on the other it simply feels soooo selfish#i like trying to be kind & there for the people who i CAN care about but i hate feeling terrible when i feel like i dont care enough#low empathy & terrible avoidant-obsessive patterns leads to crazy shit idk . what do you mean im not naturally reciprocant#well at least i try my best to be because i genuinely want to. thats good . in the end thats how i know probably not inately evil#one time a youtuber i watched talked about thinking she was a sociopath and then her frontal lobe developed . Manifesting.
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Il like yeah I don't like Suwon because of his vibes and because his 8 years old ass won't put my daughter above the country my grown ass is unable to rule decently :/ But what I find curious is how no one ever ask why Il didn't, just maybe, prioritized his nephew, that he's the only adult relative of now(because of who i ask you!!) just a bit more ? like you know. He's supposed to be his uncle. God forbid this child have other priorities than his cousin in life but the adult in his 40/50s has a free pass to not be a responsible adult with his orphaned nephew.
If Il had lingering resentment over how Yuhon planned to kill Yona and felt like it was only fair he wouldn't treat his brother's son as family either, that could have been something interesting to explore. but it doesn't. And instead of being honest about the reasons why he "just can't do" with Suwon, he blames it all on Suwon himself. Who again is a child that just lost his two parents and is holding a faction of people that would very much commit a regicide immediatly if he wasn't holding them by the scruff of the neck.
#il not liking how two faced suwon is w him like pls first look urself in a mirror and second how the fuck do you want him to behave exactly.#like maybe if you had told him directly you would be a shit king for kouka that wont even try he would have been honest sooner yeah#sorry for bringing this up i got reminded of il without my consent and was plagued with ch197 flashbacks#it's funny to me that kusa def wrote it with the intent of making the readers sympathize and feel for il but every page made me angrier#and i didnt even think it was possible bc i already despised him a lot#even if suwon was really an evil 'sociopath' you would have to brainwash me first for me to stop taking the side of the 9 yo child.#who happens to be my fave so yes im biased but like i would genuinely feel this way even if he wasnt#i just wouldnt still be talking about it 3 years later(wdym 3 years!!!!)#im a changed person today im actually calm and not upset writing this#akayona thoughts
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Laura's reaction to that glove and trying to abruptly pin it on Nik...I'm having very dark theories about how Laura's going to move in this latest reign of terror of the sociopathic mooch and I really hope I'm wrong.
#general hospital#laura collins#if im right bye bye mayorship#laura knows what a woman's glove looks like...she knows that#also how many articles of clothing would sociopathic mooch have that laura wouldn't know about? 🥴#ughhh pls don't do what i think you're about to do to laura
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